Radio : David Archuleta -Crush
"..why do i keep running from the truth? why do all i think about is you?.."
haha tiba2 gw tergerak untuk menulis my fave part of the song disini. so its a Wednesday Afternoon, and my day is supposed to be devoted to studying all day. dari tadi sih udah ada usaha (good for me! lol) belajar buat PTI dari diktat2 kuliah yang ada. tp adanya gw malah browsing terus, ga bagus banget deh gw memfokuskan konsentrasi gw. so i guess i decided to "take a break" - just a short one - to post a new entry here.
Well yesterday was my big sweet and sour 17th birthday, but as i said on my previous post, berbarengan sama UTS StatProb yang emang bikin hati gelisah. That day started a bit weird, cuz i almost forgot it was my birthday (again and again, because of StatProb haha).
09.30 @ FTUI, Lobby Teknik
Ke kampus, teman2 menyambut gw dengan nyanyian "Happy Birthday" di lobby, tapi ya gitulah ga bersemangat karena everyone's focused on preparing for their statprob exams.
10.00 @ K.104
The one thing i prepared myself for days.. Statprob exams! after making what i thought was a great cheat sheet, it turns out i kinda did unsatisfactory in the exams. pas lagi ujian, sekelas tuh ketauan banget groginya, setiap berapa menit pertama tuh slalu ada aja barang2 berjatuhan, kalkulator lah, tempat pensil lah, lucu juga sih kalo dipikir2. and it went on until 11.30 .. setelah ngumpulin mulai deh anak2 brtanya2, soal ini, soal itu. tapi gw paling ga suka kaya gitu karena itu bikin nyesek bgt.
13.00 @ KanTek
di kantek masiiiiiih aja kepikiran uts statprob. terus anak2 udah pada mulai ngitung presentase kuis and everything haha, gila ya, nasib mahasiswa. dan gw.. ya gw pasrah lah. after lunch and stuff, gw bersama Neni memutuskan ke Perpus (where else?) to study for another english exams untuk sorenya.
Dari pagi sampe jam sgitu cuman satu yang gw rasa : Sepi!
I mean come on, it is my birthday, i'm supposed to be having fun, not studying all the time! Dan kemarin gw rasa gw pengen sakit. oh god, miseries. Neni aja ampe bilang. "yampun sa, ini ulang tahun lo! lo ga ngerasa sedih apa sepi gini?" dan yaaa mau gimana ya, emang sikonnya begini, mau gimana lagi gw? masa gw ga uts? hahaha mau aja sih.. if it didn't count for almost one third of my GPA's :)
15.30 @ A.102
My english exams.. well it went like another exam, though not as stressful as statprob's. Dan gw seneng deh karena gw duduknya sebelah Iwan, jadi gw bisa berdiskusi ria, walopun mukanya dosen nya dah sebel kali yah liat gw sama Iwan, hahaha.
17.30 @ Encen
okelah abis exams, muka anak2 udah pada ga jelas semua, haha udah pada pusing liat soal. dan bermula dari Theo, Eja, dan Toak... pada ngucek2 kepala gw gara2 gw ulang taun, haha jujur gw pusing bgt dah, but yeah i guess lumayan terhibur kalo dibanding dengan sepinya siang gw, haha. oh yeah anyway, gw berkali2 ketemu sama dia. dan yeah no suprise, he forgot my birthday. tapi gw tetep senyum dan girang setelah exams hehe.
18.30 @ Kantek
Abis itu, gw pacaran sama Rini hihi, dan kita cerita2 aja sambil jalan ke kantek. of course my goal was to meet him, krn kata rini dia pasti di kantek jam sgini. dan kita muter2 kantek sambil lewat meja dia. suprisingly, dia ga sesombong biasanya loh dan dia becanda2 sama gw. gw kangen bgt bcanda sm dia, and now i think he's back to his old self again. But still no congrats from him.
20.30 @ Home, bedroom
aneh! gw kepikiran terus dari perjalanan smpe rumah! gw kepikiran bgt, atas janji palsu dia, ya ga bgt sih, tp ya heran aja. haha lebih tepatnya sih, ngarep dislametin. and actually, all i wanted was 1 sms, that's all! so yeah i texted him and said : ah payah lo, katanya mau kasih slamet ke gw hari ini? janji doang lo! intinya sih gitu.
Radio : Chris Brown - Forever
and yeah he texted me back, dan dia bilang :
"jadi yang pertama kan uda biasa, tapi jadi orang yg terakhir itu baru luar biasa..."
anjrit ya gw langsung ga jadi ngambek hahaha sialan aaaaaaah. gw luluh again and again sama tingkah laku dia yang emang pada dasarnya tebar pesona! terus ya kita smsan, sambil blajar kalkulus haha. terus akhirnya dia tepatin janjinya loh, jam 23.43. and he really was the last one, for yesterday at least.
itu orang yaaa, sebenernya sih gw ga tergila2 sama dia. cuman maybe gw seneng ada yang tebar pesona sama gw. dan kayanya gw harus hati2 deh, because then i'll fall down and stuff, and i know i don't get up easily. Jadi intinya sih gw benaran masih harus nyari eye soap yang baru.
So yeaaah concluding my post, puncak hari gw itu emang abis MPK - Inggris, sore2, haha. And now, i really have to study! mau jadi apa nih gw besok kalo ga belajar, kayanya gw ga tidur nih ntar malem. wish me luck!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Deadline : 00.00 am
iPod : Aditya - Be Mine
hey i really love this song! very great to sing-along, skaligus melatih vocal skills :)
well after singing this song completely. my laptop clock shows 0.32, padahal besok gw ada kuliah jam 8.00am dan gw belom tidur!
If you happen to notice, my kinda unrelated title of this post, gw abis ngerjain tugas ppt kelompok buat kalkulus, and i guess you can guess the deadline. sumpah ya tadi gw panik, gw mau ngerjain tugas tapi ppt di laptop gw ga bisa equation, akhirnya gw sampe ngecek semua laptop yang ada di rumah, and finally my sister's Vaio yang bisa (apa sih yang Vaio ga bisa? ;p) dan alhasil, gw mengumpulkan tugas sangat mepet dengan deadline, which is 11.57pm.. lo bisa bayangkan betapa stress gw tadi ngerjain tugas, :)
well, mumpung lagi "mampir", gw pengen mencurahkan hati nih (yeah typical me)..
iPod : Ecoutez! - Simpan Saja
it seems that i'm in the mood for local lovey songs.. haha. hm so i think i have got to clarify a statement that i must get over that guy! something's seriously wrong with that boy. beneran ya, tebar pesona sampe ngasih bunga mawar merah yang mengeluarkan duit pribadi? Lebay! dan gw ga suka banget sm situasi ini. i've been giving out tons of signals, and i know that he's smart enough to recognize them. But what? no response - at all. i mean, i already made the effort in texting him first, but yeah like i said, i'm always the one making the first move. i can't keep on doing that, mau disangka cewek apaan gw lama2. i guess playing hard to get just doesn't work.
Yang bikin gw kesel itu sih sebenernya apa ya. kayanya sih lebih ke arah, dia kalo ngobrol ke gw emang kaya sehati bgt sm gw, but it ends there. jadi maksud gw kalo ketemu doang gw baru ngerasa dia ngerespond my feelings. tapi usaha dia gada selain itu. ngerti kan? padahal ya, maksud gw, dia udah nunjukin banyak tanda-tanda dia respond my feelings, tapi udah! ga berlanjut! anjrit gimana ga bingung gw, males bgt ah.
mana
UTS : 27oct-1nov
can you really believe that? tanggal 28 boooo, gw UTS StatProb sialan.
So i guess my new missions are:
1. Study, study, and study for UTS.
2. Find a new "eye soap", 'cause the old one has totally expired.
Semangat! :)
hey i really love this song! very great to sing-along, skaligus melatih vocal skills :)
well after singing this song completely. my laptop clock shows 0.32, padahal besok gw ada kuliah jam 8.00am dan gw belom tidur!
If you happen to notice, my kinda unrelated title of this post, gw abis ngerjain tugas ppt kelompok buat kalkulus, and i guess you can guess the deadline. sumpah ya tadi gw panik, gw mau ngerjain tugas tapi ppt di laptop gw ga bisa equation, akhirnya gw sampe ngecek semua laptop yang ada di rumah, and finally my sister's Vaio yang bisa (apa sih yang Vaio ga bisa? ;p) dan alhasil, gw mengumpulkan tugas sangat mepet dengan deadline, which is 11.57pm.. lo bisa bayangkan betapa stress gw tadi ngerjain tugas, :)
well, mumpung lagi "mampir", gw pengen mencurahkan hati nih (yeah typical me)..
iPod : Ecoutez! - Simpan Saja
it seems that i'm in the mood for local lovey songs.. haha. hm so i think i have got to clarify a statement that i must get over that guy! something's seriously wrong with that boy. beneran ya, tebar pesona sampe ngasih bunga mawar merah yang mengeluarkan duit pribadi? Lebay! dan gw ga suka banget sm situasi ini. i've been giving out tons of signals, and i know that he's smart enough to recognize them. But what? no response - at all. i mean, i already made the effort in texting him first, but yeah like i said, i'm always the one making the first move. i can't keep on doing that, mau disangka cewek apaan gw lama2. i guess playing hard to get just doesn't work.
Yang bikin gw kesel itu sih sebenernya apa ya. kayanya sih lebih ke arah, dia kalo ngobrol ke gw emang kaya sehati bgt sm gw, but it ends there. jadi maksud gw kalo ketemu doang gw baru ngerasa dia ngerespond my feelings. tapi usaha dia gada selain itu. ngerti kan? padahal ya, maksud gw, dia udah nunjukin banyak tanda-tanda dia respond my feelings, tapi udah! ga berlanjut! anjrit gimana ga bingung gw, males bgt ah.
mana
UTS : 27oct-1nov
can you really believe that? tanggal 28 boooo, gw UTS StatProb sialan.
So i guess my new missions are:
1. Study, study, and study for UTS.
2. Find a new "eye soap", 'cause the old one has totally expired.
Semangat! :)
Saturday, October 18, 2008
The Samaritan and The Stone
ipod : james blunt - better man
homemade coke float accompanying
what a great song to start this post. a coincidence of course. so today.. well, well where should i start...
hari ini gw ikutan acara BEM FT : Aksioma (Aksi Sosial Mahasiswa), suatu acara yang emang dari dulu gw pgn ikut, well you know bakti sosial lah, yang gara2 SMA gw emang ga pernah bisa nyempetin waktu buat ikut. It was real fun, gw dapet tmptnya di Kedung Badak Bogor, Desa Cibuluh. acara yang ada itu penyuluhan kesehatan, pengobatan gratis, sembako, and last sunatan massal which i contributed in. well you know the drill, interaksi dengan warga and stuff. it was fun and made me keep realizing how lucky i am.
it went on until like 2pm, then 5pm from campus i went home. being so curious kok gw ga liat dia hari ini (secara dia paling semangat kalo acara2 baksos gini), i of course texted him. and that went on until 9pm just now.
ipod : joss stone - some kind of wonderful
souuuuul, straight on
well ternyata dia dapetnya tmpt yang deket kampus, so ya pantes lah ga ketemu. hm oh yeah and about the texting? gimana yaaaaa.. seneng sih. tapi kok ada yang ganjel. and here i go again, being little miss perfect, even one little flaw goes on turning me off. there is a fear that maybe its because our difference of beliefs, but is it really? come on, i'm usually a really open-minded person, things like that don't really have effects on me. gw takut sih, karena "beda" aja. ya beda pergaulan, ya beda gaya, ya beda alur lah secara kesluruhan, and there it goes again, i'm so not doing my same mistake twice. a bit foolish, no a lot actually, for me to think that way. so materialistic! as they say.
it might just be the adapting phase (is there really one?). lets hope so.
iPod : Jamie Cullum - Lover, You Should Have Come Over
homemade coke float accompanying
what a great song to start this post. a coincidence of course. so today.. well, well where should i start...
hari ini gw ikutan acara BEM FT : Aksioma (Aksi Sosial Mahasiswa), suatu acara yang emang dari dulu gw pgn ikut, well you know bakti sosial lah, yang gara2 SMA gw emang ga pernah bisa nyempetin waktu buat ikut. It was real fun, gw dapet tmptnya di Kedung Badak Bogor, Desa Cibuluh. acara yang ada itu penyuluhan kesehatan, pengobatan gratis, sembako, and last sunatan massal which i contributed in. well you know the drill, interaksi dengan warga and stuff. it was fun and made me keep realizing how lucky i am.
it went on until like 2pm, then 5pm from campus i went home. being so curious kok gw ga liat dia hari ini (secara dia paling semangat kalo acara2 baksos gini), i of course texted him. and that went on until 9pm just now.
ipod : joss stone - some kind of wonderful
souuuuul, straight on
well ternyata dia dapetnya tmpt yang deket kampus, so ya pantes lah ga ketemu. hm oh yeah and about the texting? gimana yaaaaa.. seneng sih. tapi kok ada yang ganjel. and here i go again, being little miss perfect, even one little flaw goes on turning me off. there is a fear that maybe its because our difference of beliefs, but is it really? come on, i'm usually a really open-minded person, things like that don't really have effects on me. gw takut sih, karena "beda" aja. ya beda pergaulan, ya beda gaya, ya beda alur lah secara kesluruhan, and there it goes again, i'm so not doing my same mistake twice. a bit foolish, no a lot actually, for me to think that way. so materialistic! as they say.
it might just be the adapting phase (is there really one?). lets hope so.
iPod : Jamie Cullum - Lover, You Should Have Come Over
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Pensi Maba Week
oh man its been a crazy hectic week.. starting on Monday: gw disuruh start latian saman buat pensi maba 08. fine asik, but the bad news was that pensi maba nya itu hari jumat, which left us only 4 days to prepare and practice! sedangkan i'm totally a newcomer.. mulai deh tim saman kita yang diambil 2 orang dari masing2 jurusan teknik latian bareng setiap abis kuliah jam 7-9. itu capek banget secara besok pagi selalu aja ada kuliah/tugas! hari selasa dan kamis malem ada semifinal dan final debat lagi, which meant that latiannya diundur jamnya, dan berakibat gw hari kamis sampe rumah jam 1.
ipod : David Cook - Always Be My Baby
mana TI tahun ini jadi runner up (again) for the 3rd consecutive time but judulnya tetep juara dong hehe. anyways, pada hari-H pensi, 10.10.08, everything was getting more hectic dengan masalah minjem kostum sampe gerakan yang belom kompak dan masih lupa2 haha. tapi ya well, we performed our best, and that was my 1st performance ever! yaaay, setelah sekian lama pgn lanjutin nari, akhirnya tercapai juga di teknik ui hehe.
well after the performance, setelah ganti baju jadi kaos dan celana item (dress code TI buat stand tema arabian), gw ditelvon Pram disuruh nemenin Neni nyanyi buat band TI. wahaha tambah aja deh hectic-ness nyaaaa. lari deh gw ke lapangan bp3, latian sama neni nyanyi Iwill Fly & Bendera. Masa kata Farid gw sama Neni sehati, sebenernya gw rada ga ngerti maksudnyaaaa haha. alhamdulillah performance akustik aksi duet gw dan neni buat I will Fly dipuji bagus, tapi pas Bendera suara vokalis ketutup haha nasib.
iPod : Bunglon - Kau
Now here comes the most memoriable part..after all those performances, finally gw punya kesempatan untuk muter2 ke stand2 hehe. abis gw ditarik anak Arsi buat ttd di standnya, gw mampir stand metal yang kebetulan sebelah stand Arsi. Dan gw (coincidently?) ketemu orang yang gw cari2 haha. ngobrol banyaaaak sama orang itu, nglanjutin omongan kita yang terputus gara2 gw nyanyi. dan long story short, gw dibeliin bunga mawar merah :) sebenernya uda janji sih dia sebelom gw nyanyi, tapi gw kira dia becanda, what a unexpected suprise! dan disitu kita ngobrol panjaaaaaaang (no need for details lol) sambil diiringi lagu2 band jurusan lain.
hey i really loved that night, semuanya tuh lengkap bgt. kekompakan jurusan, kesenangan pribadi :) tercapai semua.
PS : gw dari tadi nulis post ini didampingi mawar nya loh, dan pgn gw jaga jangan sampe layu, pgn gw ganti airnya tiap hari haha.
ipod : David Cook - Always Be My Baby
mana TI tahun ini jadi runner up (again) for the 3rd consecutive time but judulnya tetep juara dong hehe. anyways, pada hari-H pensi, 10.10.08, everything was getting more hectic dengan masalah minjem kostum sampe gerakan yang belom kompak dan masih lupa2 haha. tapi ya well, we performed our best, and that was my 1st performance ever! yaaay, setelah sekian lama pgn lanjutin nari, akhirnya tercapai juga di teknik ui hehe.
well after the performance, setelah ganti baju jadi kaos dan celana item (dress code TI buat stand tema arabian), gw ditelvon Pram disuruh nemenin Neni nyanyi buat band TI. wahaha tambah aja deh hectic-ness nyaaaa. lari deh gw ke lapangan bp3, latian sama neni nyanyi Iwill Fly & Bendera. Masa kata Farid gw sama Neni sehati, sebenernya gw rada ga ngerti maksudnyaaaa haha. alhamdulillah performance akustik aksi duet gw dan neni buat I will Fly dipuji bagus, tapi pas Bendera suara vokalis ketutup haha nasib.
iPod : Bunglon - Kau
Now here comes the most memoriable part..after all those performances, finally gw punya kesempatan untuk muter2 ke stand2 hehe. abis gw ditarik anak Arsi buat ttd di standnya, gw mampir stand metal yang kebetulan sebelah stand Arsi. Dan gw (coincidently?) ketemu orang yang gw cari2 haha. ngobrol banyaaaak sama orang itu, nglanjutin omongan kita yang terputus gara2 gw nyanyi. dan long story short, gw dibeliin bunga mawar merah :) sebenernya uda janji sih dia sebelom gw nyanyi, tapi gw kira dia becanda, what a unexpected suprise! dan disitu kita ngobrol panjaaaaaaang (no need for details lol) sambil diiringi lagu2 band jurusan lain.
hey i really loved that night, semuanya tuh lengkap bgt. kekompakan jurusan, kesenangan pribadi :) tercapai semua.
PS : gw dari tadi nulis post ini didampingi mawar nya loh, dan pgn gw jaga jangan sampe layu, pgn gw ganti airnya tiap hari haha.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Fresh start
Soooooo, akhir2 ini gw lagi suka browsing without destinations and ujung2nya gw iseng balik lagi ke Blogger account gw yang lama ini. gw inget banget loh, pertama kali bikin account ini pas kelas 1 SMP, daaaan isi blog gw macem2 that are soo embarrassing! so actually this is my 3rd new blog, and just like the title : here's my new fresh start! enjoy! :)
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