Sweet & Sour Birthday

Radio : David Archuleta -Crush

"..why do i keep running from the truth? why do all i think about is you?.."

haha tiba2 gw tergerak untuk menulis my fave part of the song disini. so its a Wednesday Afternoon, and my day is supposed to be devoted to studying all day. dari tadi sih udah ada usaha (good for me! lol) belajar buat PTI dari diktat2 kuliah yang ada. tp adanya gw malah browsing terus, ga bagus banget deh gw memfokuskan konsentrasi gw. so i guess i decided to "take a break" - just a short one - to post a new entry here.

Well yesterday was my big sweet and sour 17th birthday, but as i said on my previous post, berbarengan sama UTS StatProb yang emang bikin hati gelisah. That day started a bit weird, cuz i almost forgot it was my birthday (again and again, because of StatProb haha).

09.30 @ FTUI, Lobby Teknik
Ke kampus, teman2 menyambut gw dengan nyanyian "Happy Birthday" di lobby, tapi ya gitulah ga bersemangat karena everyone's focused on preparing for their statprob exams.

10.00 @ K.104
The one thing i prepared myself for days.. Statprob exams! after making what i thought was a great cheat sheet, it turns out i kinda did unsatisfactory in the exams. pas lagi ujian, sekelas tuh ketauan banget groginya, setiap berapa menit pertama tuh slalu ada aja barang2 berjatuhan, kalkulator lah, tempat pensil lah, lucu juga sih kalo dipikir2. and it went on until 11.30 .. setelah ngumpulin mulai deh anak2 brtanya2, soal ini, soal itu. tapi gw paling ga suka kaya gitu karena itu bikin nyesek bgt.

13.00 @ KanTek
di kantek masiiiiiih aja kepikiran uts statprob. terus anak2 udah pada mulai ngitung presentase kuis and everything haha, gila ya, nasib mahasiswa. dan gw.. ya gw pasrah lah. after lunch and stuff, gw bersama Neni memutuskan ke Perpus (where else?) to study for another english exams untuk sorenya.
Dari pagi sampe jam sgitu cuman satu yang gw rasa : Sepi!
I mean come on, it is my birthday, i'm supposed to be having fun, not studying all the time! Dan kemarin gw rasa gw pengen sakit. oh god, miseries. Neni aja ampe bilang. "yampun sa, ini ulang tahun lo! lo ga ngerasa sedih apa sepi gini?" dan yaaa mau gimana ya, emang sikonnya begini, mau gimana lagi gw? masa gw ga uts? hahaha mau aja sih.. if it didn't count for almost one third of my GPA's :)

15.30 @ A.102
My english exams.. well it went like another exam, though not as stressful as statprob's. Dan gw seneng deh karena gw duduknya sebelah Iwan, jadi gw bisa berdiskusi ria, walopun mukanya dosen nya dah sebel kali yah liat gw sama Iwan, hahaha.

17.30 @ Encen
okelah abis exams, muka anak2 udah pada ga jelas semua, haha udah pada pusing liat soal. dan bermula dari Theo, Eja, dan Toak... pada ngucek2 kepala gw gara2 gw ulang taun, haha jujur gw pusing bgt dah, but yeah i guess lumayan terhibur kalo dibanding dengan sepinya siang gw, haha. oh yeah anyway, gw berkali2 ketemu sama dia. dan yeah no suprise, he forgot my birthday. tapi gw tetep senyum dan girang setelah exams hehe.

18.30 @ Kantek
Abis itu, gw pacaran sama Rini hihi, dan kita cerita2 aja sambil jalan ke kantek. of course my goal was to meet him, krn kata rini dia pasti di kantek jam sgini. dan kita muter2 kantek sambil lewat meja dia. suprisingly, dia ga sesombong biasanya loh dan dia becanda2 sama gw. gw kangen bgt bcanda sm dia, and now i think he's back to his old self again. But still no congrats from him.

20.30 @ Home, bedroom
aneh! gw kepikiran terus dari perjalanan smpe rumah! gw kepikiran bgt, atas janji palsu dia, ya ga bgt sih, tp ya heran aja. haha lebih tepatnya sih, ngarep dislametin. and actually, all i wanted was 1 sms, that's all! so yeah i texted him and said : ah payah lo, katanya mau kasih slamet ke gw hari ini? janji doang lo! intinya sih gitu.

Radio : Chris Brown - Forever

and yeah he texted me back, dan dia bilang :
"jadi yang pertama kan uda biasa, tapi jadi orang yg terakhir itu baru luar biasa..."
anjrit ya gw langsung ga jadi ngambek hahaha sialan aaaaaaah. gw luluh again and again sama tingkah laku dia yang emang pada dasarnya tebar pesona! terus ya kita smsan, sambil blajar kalkulus haha. terus akhirnya dia tepatin janjinya loh, jam 23.43. and he really was the last one, for yesterday at least.

itu orang yaaa, sebenernya sih gw ga tergila2 sama dia. cuman maybe gw seneng ada yang tebar pesona sama gw. dan kayanya gw harus hati2 deh, because then i'll fall down and stuff, and i know i don't get up easily. Jadi intinya sih gw benaran masih harus nyari eye soap yang baru.

So yeaaah concluding my post, puncak hari gw itu emang abis MPK - Inggris, sore2, haha. And now, i really have to study! mau jadi apa nih gw besok kalo ga belajar, kayanya gw ga tidur nih ntar malem. wish me luck!